I have been working at this company a year and 3 months Its can be time flies but not good memories at all for this experience I have no idea what should I really need or have to do I given myself a year to think about it But now a year and 3 month, whats in my mind I, me, myself know very well The things are i don't wish to go on Caused I'm afraid to face new thing and to leave Some of the people tend to call it is life Ok, fine yeah its LIFE Like what I'm thinking we shouldn't accept this so call reality life Life shouldn't be like this, people can change it But people accepted this reality life thus no one go on to change it including myself don't even try to do that The first job i having now, its not what i expected I thought working life can be better But the things i facing now are worst than people think Might think its my problem but actually not at all No one wish to have this kind of suffering life Doubt life ever even though i trying to get use to ...